Every story has a happy ending.
That's what I'm told, at least. I'm not
so sure that's a universal fact so much as a literary tool to make
people think they're happy, when the truth is they're miserably
incomplete from their first breath to their last. Winners die, losers
live. Losers die, winners live. Which of these is the more tragic?
The loss of greatness and prevalence of the mourning, or the
perishing of those who know no joy? It's a matter of the “decrease
[of] the surplus population”, or greatness being torn from someone.
We're left with the age-old question, is it better to have loved and
lost, or to have never loved at all?
To have never loved; where's the happy
ending in you?
To have loved and lost, what elation
rests in this?
No, I'm convinced that neither is worthy
of jubilation. Only the perfect, idealistic tales of love that end in
“happily ever after” are the ones worth having. Yet even these
are of mediocrity and generic nothingness. Love is not two who are
happy with everything; that's ignorance and bliss. Love is two who
fight through torrents and come out exhausted, but also stronger than
before.
Ours should have been lasting. Instead,
it led to binding; chafing the wrists with coarse sisal.
Love is pain. Whether lost, absent, or
enduring, it is pain. Why should we strive for such a torment? What's there to gain in love,
anyways?
That may be the wrong question; what's
there to maintain in the void of love? What's there to not lose in
the perseverance of it?
The answer is life. The answer is faith.
The answer is truth. The answer is hope. The answer is everything.
Even the most tragic of love, so long as
it's true, is more triumphant than the most fulfilling lack of it.
The voice beyond what I can see informs
the gathered of my crimes.
The rope around my neck tells me I die
in vain.
The heart in my chest says I lived in
love.
And no institution of man can diminish
the hope in that.
Framed like a picture, I'm waiting to
fall and shatter.
They have the wrong man.
I loved her.
I lo--
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